Jun. 9th, 2006 | 10:50 am
location: my bed
music: sorry - madonna
after over a frkin week of endless arguing.... over STUPID ASS shit .... and more him calling me ungrateful and i dont appreciate him.....
so hes like i think we need a little time apart
so were not gona communicate/see each other from last night till sunday
so we can "think about " wat we can do to better our relationship
like honestly........ i know im stubborn and hard headed and i dont just wear my heart on my sleeve... but all he does is bitch about how i dont appreciate him
like im sorry... i do shit for u too... a genuine person doesnt constantly mention "how much he does for me" i feel like he goes out of his way for me just to say that "he does things for me"
i need time to myself neway.... i felt like i dont ever see my friends nemore.... i have my life with him and not my own.. and thats the road to a NON HEALTHY relationship
so last nite i went to naps... had a grand old time with my friends....
ahh i saw casey there
it was soooooooooooooooooooo weird!!
he was like staring at me... and i was a little buzzed so i was totaly oblivious until jen pointed him out and i was like oh shit haha
he was like smiling at me so i said hi and hes like how are u ... bla bla bla....
his drunk ass bro from california was there... lol it was funny .. cuz hes as white as can be and like sooo ghetto
but nehoo i guess it was nice seeing him ... watever ..... its funny cuz i forgot alllllll about him... i forgot he even happened
it sucks cuz i k no i totally broke his heart..........................but hey ... u win some u lose some right
i had my share of bs so i guess i dont feel that bad about it
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Mar. 20th, 2006 | 05:26 pm
music: victory- pdiddy n fam
lol reading other ppl's LJ's when im in a bad mood ... is just NOT comforting
like.. wow ur life is great... and mine SUCKS the big one.
but oh it doesnt.... im just a big drama queen
so me n scooter are going away on vacation to
THIS PLACE :
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ok this is gay and not showing the pic but
5 star resort...
El conquistador :) ...puertooo RICOOO
and I CANT EFFIN WAIT
so i found mucho mucho law legal asst/clerks watevers ... and i sent out my resume.... HOPEFULLY SOMEONE will call me for interview!!!!
ew so i was on yahoo pix b4 and just outta curiosity i put in john's email to see if he still has his albums up
and long and behold he did
and i remember when i was goin out wiht him... he had all thse pix of random girls he met everywhere he went.. and now that he has a new gf... ALLLL THOSE scandalous pix are deleted
i guess i wasnt good enough to be treated good
watever .. FUCKER
i was lookin at all this shit and gettin sick to my stomach and i had to click out
scotty comes home and i was just like reallly paying attention to how he always kisses me soo much whenev me n him see each other and he was like ...how was ur dayyy .. and just
made me realize
WOW>.. IM SO GLAD IM NOT WITH JOHN ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
scotty IS SOOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD TO ME
and all i can do is pick at stupid shit he does.. when meanwhile.. when i was with john he treated me like the UTMOST SHIT EVER and i was li ke stupidly in love obsessed with him
too fuckin typical
i wana get brazilian wax !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im growing things out till i have to go on vacay then get it done ... omg
i cant wait for the smoothness ...
ciao 4 now