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Mar. 6th, 2009 | 03:27 pm
mood: accomplishedaccomplished


after 2 months of CRAP .. I FOUND SOMETHING :) :) 

       its a Paralegal position @ a law firm and loan modification firm in W.Islip .. not 2 far :) 

and I START ON MONDAY : ) :) 


I go in tomorrow to meet a new client with my New bosss. lol.. he wants me to just get an idea of the process .. its a firm specializing in all the bad loans people took out so dealing with all these banks that are tryin to take ppl's homes away.. so obv.. this is a field that is booming cuz all of LI is in foreclosure ruins practically.

and i have a job that is helping people and its interesting and im not bored to death helping 50yr old brokers how to use a damn computer.
and having to work on sundays or any of that crap!! m-F 9-5!! : ) 

the salary isnt the greatest .. its alittle less than what i was ma king @ corcoran but its better than my unemployment income at this point so ill take wateve i can get until something better comes up.

This morning i had another interview out in garden city with a matrimonial law practice . and the position requires 2 days a week in garden city and 3 days in melville...  and that went well so if they offer me taht position i'll take it instead cuz it pays more $ .

and i got the job today on the spot!!!!!!!!!!! :) 

im so happy.



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What Do You Have To Say? - Travel: Top Three Places

Oct. 2nd, 2007 | 01:54 pm

What are your top three destinations and why go there?
Mikonos- Greece-  because greece is gorgeous and I MUST GO and ive seen the rest of the mediterranean and i'm in love with it 

Istanbul , Turkey-   because the Byzantine empire once almost ruled the eastern world as we know it... rich and amazing history 

Rio De Janeiro- Brazil-    because its freakin brazil and i must go and I'd look damn good hangin out on Copacabana beach .. ha ha 

Venice, Italy-    there is a city in this world where rivers replace the streets and I must see it before I die

and a few bonus ones because I have way too many places I want to visit

French Polynesian Islands - i've dreamt of goin to Tahiti for as long as I can remember so I will go there preferably on my honeymoon 

Australia..  cuz i love koala bears and its just beautiful down there 

Indonesia - minus the threat of another tsunami, the europeans know where to go fuck the carribean take me to the indian ocean!!    gorgeous and amazing and I need to spend 2 weeks there. 


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life this december

Dec. 17th, 2006 | 07:23 pm
mood: chipperchipper

fatima idrissi ... college graduate... stjohns2006
woo freakin HOO

 got a job @ binder n binder which istart next week 
 graduated college

  life is moving along move along !!!


 yay me

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tu amor

Nov. 2nd, 2006 | 11:52 pm
location: scottys bed
mood: highhigh
music: fuss- christina aguilera

i just had the most amazing sex
im on 2 vics + wine ... so im like floating around haha

i love scotty so much

things have gotten so much better since we almost broke up my bday wknd.... one month of bliss

i really love him so much more every day



i got the christina aguilera cd and it mirrors my life exactly

her last one did the same

its crazy ... her first album helped deal with the john bs in my life and this one talks about her fiancee and so many cute songs

and its just how i feel about scotty

one line to a song i cant remember stuck out
" I used to think happiness was something that happend to someone else"

yep that was me

and now i found my "BETTER HALF"

and im so in love

sooooooooooo sooooooooooooooo in love and im so happy :)

were gona get married... he wants to marry ME!!
and have lots of babies!!! cute little babies with my skin complexion and scotty's blue-green eyes

yes sounds amazing

andd NOTHING else in the world matters!!!

i found L'AMOUR DE MA VIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

** love of my life ****

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Sep. 12th, 2006 | 12:52 pm

i just wrote my heart out and got deleted

 gona try this again later .


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tun me on ..never stop

Aug. 31st, 2006 | 04:34 pm
location: my new bed
mood: contentcontent
music: insatiable - darren hayes

so im reading one of my ex-friends' LJ just cuz im bored and its nice to know wat ppl are doin with their lives ...esp a girl who i considered a best friend for 5 yrs ..  

      and she had a list of "THINGS to Remember" ..and i think its awesome.. and im making one now

                                                                                THINGS TO REMEMBER

 -  my first time goin to movies unchaperoned.. with leora... we were in 8th grade... and we wanted to pass by our junior high on our way back to see boys..and one of them turn the fire hydrant on us..and we got soaked ..
- the first time i kissed a boy...luis...and the way his tongue felt down my throat 
-  wishing i was 18 and movin to china cuz my parents always pissedme off 
-  going "outside" with alisa
-  my first day in the longwood cafeteria... how i hated everyone
-  playing ouija board (without the board) when i was 10 in morocco with my childhood friends
- moving that glass and freakin everyone out 
-  the best i ever went on : me and john swimming in the ocean .... talking to each other and then him gazing at me b4 he finally leaned in to kiss me... best first date EVER
-  making out with a boy named george for 2 weeks without knowing wat he looked like without his hat on .. haha
-  goin downport with kathryn to weep about our then pathetic love lives..and eating ices
-  ralphs ices with kathryn and micheals pizza 
- me alisa and leora's daily after school walk from bayside HS to the bus stop 
-  6th grade field trip when i went to the water fountain after peeing and having everyone laugh at my skirt thats tucked into my stockings in the back 
-  goin to kathryns everyday of freshman year and videotaping ourselves bein RIDICULOUS!!!! goodtimes nevertheless!
-  my first new years eve having a boyfriend... me john and leora at the nyeve party 
-   crying during sex with john  .. falling in love... never felt sooo amazing ..
-  running home crying because my brother got beat up at school 
-  writng scotty on a piece of paper that i liked him...with him sitting right next to me.. bcuz i was too terrified to say it out loud
-  sussex camp with leora ... flipping the canoe over and talking all afternoon 
-  making out with joe  loughlin in the class closet in 12th grade

 thats all  4 now

justin tonite

      will b sure to post some pix :)

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j'ai trouve mon mec mortel!!

Aug. 19th, 2006 | 08:17 am
location: mi casa
music: gallery -mario vasquez

so i was mingling with roberto cavalli all nite  @ my swim show in southampton last night 

hahahaahha soooo COOL 

im so gay lol

and i saw Uma thurman in the bathroom 

and shes ugly

and about  7 feet tall 

         hot runway show.... elite modeling mgmt was doin a show there as well .... lights camera action the entire nite and the hottest runway iv been on 


 i felt like a star last nite lol ... i could so get used to that

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bak from france

Aug. 16th, 2006 | 09:07 am
location: mi casa
mood: jet lagged
music: too litte toolate- jo jo

oooooooooo back from franceeeee

 i had an amazing time needless to say ....... went to italy and monaco too 

 and now i gota find a job and an apt in two weeks and im movin back to queenssssss

  real update laterrrr


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anniversary :)

Jun. 21st, 2006 | 12:25 pm
location: APT
mood: chipperchipper
music: who knows




 i hate queens n i hate bein here alone and I MISS MY BF :(


 OH and 6/20 is OFFICIALLY the date of me and SCOTTY's officialness hahhaa


 he asked me to be his gf last night :)


 yayyyyyyyyy 6 months later lol


 but im glad... i kno its a stupid title but its cute

       and i bought him an IPOD nano since someone stole his

 and was about to give it to him right b4 he askedme to be his gf...and i had it under his pillow....so after he askedme n we kissed n hugged or watever.... i reached under the pillow n wa slike ughhh wats this ..wats this....




and HE WAS SOOOOOOOOO EXCITED lol he couldnt stop smiling :)





ONE MORE WEEK of school then im FREE for the summer !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!





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la di da di OH !

Jun. 10th, 2006 | 09:05 am
location: my bed
mood: accomplishedaccomplished
music: but its better if you do - panic @ the disco

havent u ppl ever heard of ..closing the god damn door!!!

 lol.. i duno ... this is an enjoyable song

 OK sooo ..... 

 yest me n leah went to harry's wonderful house in hamptons and he wanted to take some shots and show us some stuff from the swim show...  theo ther pix from the swim show came out fabo!!! i want them!! 

 but neway.... 

  after more of his gay yoga shit and weird breathing techniques n shit i was like ok i cant go on a minute more untilu tell us ... where this is going... and why we havent seen any thing yet



 cuz he had wanted me to come alone

                      and he was soooooooooooooo shocked by all this

 he waslike omg... u know i always ask u if u ever feel uncomfortable to just stop and were not doing anything thats scandalous or pornographic or anything remotely close and all this n that

 apparently hes currently still tryin to sell our pictures to clients... and promoting the men her factor bcuz were so similar in looks and ppl respond to that lol 

 but neway

 so hes still workin on our portfolio ...and once thats done then he can get us work

so last nite we took some nice ass pix.... i must say

 me n leah i think are gona look fabulous

 but it was funny cuz after we all had this talk , he kept asking me if it was ok to do things like every little thing and i could tell i got him so nervous


 i need to feel 100% comfortable with what im doing and my surroundings or im not gona photograph well ... and ... pictures dont lie... 

and tha would jus tbe a waste of time

 neway im supposed to go to the swim suit fitting today

pick out swim suits to keep from the last show


go to NEPTUNES hopefully later if brittany doesnt ass out 


 im gona go wake up

 OH AND SCOTTY's profile says this : 

My Life Truly Began The Day I Met You. You Are My One, My Only, My Everything. I Love You.

and he txted me last nite... " i love you baby" 


 i guess someone's realizing what they dont APPRECIATE.

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